more photos..

give u some updates abt my dogs.. hahas..

finally!!!

hey hey. waited for my update for veri long already? sorry la, reali so buzy with prac test, exams and everything. before being a nurse, i thought that being a nurse was so easy, as it is all hands on work. but after like 4 months studying, i find that being a nurse is not easy. in the past i used to fprget everything once the exam is over. but now? everything that u learn can't be forget, becoz u will have to use is in the future. and the consequence of forgetting the steps and everything is that ur stable job will be gone. sounds so scary. everyday have to live in fear, don't know whether patients will complain ur service everything. so now all i have to do is reali study, but the thing is that once i see my books my eyes are half close. thats is reali bad. another 1 month i will have to go for attachment again! sounds good and bad at the same time. u know where am i posted to? SGH!! i stay at bedok area but they posted mi to outram ???!! dots right? but after my lectuerer tell mi that sgh is a good learning ground, i slowly agree with it. hahas. feel free to admit to hospital at that time. i can look after u. hahas... jkjk..

okay, enough of horror stuff. hahas. tell u some happi things. last week went outing with my prac class group. we went to eat breeks in taka. the chicken was reali nice. wenbin and all ask mi out on that day to watch movie but at that time i was with my frens , so sorry guys, another day okay? hahas. after that we went to take neo print. but its like more than half of them left already. onli 5 of us, march, eunice, hidayah, sharifa and mi. quite fun la. later on show u all some photos. oh ya! forgot to tell u all a piece of good news, i passed my basic theory test ytd!!! and my final theory is on 25 oct, and i don't think i will be able to make it. tim told mi that the questions are veri tricky!! hmm. still got to try my luck. pls pray hard for mi!! lol...

too tired.

i think i am dying. since sat, i felt pain in my intestine, as though my intestine was going to snap any time. and ytd, its even worst, in the morning, i can't even walk to the bus stop. it is reali veri pain and i called hidayah, she is reali veri nice, offered to accompany mi to the doc. i had to go to sch ytd as i got presentation in the morning, and prac exam in the afternoon. and don't wat happened, b4 my prac test i got fever, but i still took my test la. thanks my frens, for encouraging mi ytd, or else i won't be able to do it ytd. hahas. after my test my bro and mum came to fetch mi home , and i am even more sick. haix. why am i talkign so much abt my stupid illness ar? just too sick now. exams are coming, the worst thing is that i not even have written paper test, i have nsl prac test, aap prac test and mic prac test!!!! help mi!!!

ikea is blg!!!

Had my presentation today, it was totally screwed up la! there were onli 2 groups doing presentation today, and we were the 2nd group. the 1st group, which is obviously not us got A, and sadly my group onli got low B . fine la, we willd o better in sociology!!!!! jia you!

after sch, i went to ikea with ling ling. its so big la.. and than, to ling: can u stop changing here and there, pls buy wat u need to buy next wed la!!!!!!

i am soo angry right now!!! my new dog pee on my blanket!! and i wack her like don't know wat. have to go and clean the mess now. anyway for miss eunice request, these are the photos u wan..

tired!!!!

(top) this is the younger sister..

she is the elder sis!! they look alike ar?

but which is prettier?

isn't she cute?

from here u can see they are sisters!! (the top and bottom one)

yippy!!!!!! fun!!!!

sorry for not blogging for so long. reali veri busy since last week, eversince sch reopen. yaya, suppose to tell u more abt the birthday party thingy. hahas. it was so damn fun la, i get to gather with my dear dear 5a ppl, but onli 3 la. hahas.. better than nth la. how fun is it? just look at the photos we took lo.

something happened ytd, yun qi grandmother was admitted into hospital, and she in unconscious until this morning, she woke up!! hahas!! congrats ah ma. yun qi was so damn worry la, but thank god( yun qi's favourite) she is alright now. and miss mak, u some how forgot to put my name u know? hahas. nvm la.

oh ya, for got to talk abt sat, i went to escape with supei and ling ling. hahas, it is so fun. i got to play the two sitter go kart, and got to fetch them. and we also played the water boat thingy( forgot wat is the name la) and darling said that my voice is so horrible when i scream la. those girls they scream u can hear the pitch is so high, but until my turn..... u all know la. hahas. in the night, we went to watch harry potter!!! feel excited before going in, after watching i felt disappointed. it is so********, can't comment her la, later kena sue.

any way i brought sammie home, which is my dog's sister, hmm , of course she is also a dog la.. hahas.. show u guys the photos..

i look forward to thurs too eunice!!! hahas.. going to far east.. yeah!

miss u guys!!!

more detailed things will be post tml or sun!! hahas.. i am too tried to talk too much. just show u guys some photos!

yeah!!!!!

Sch starts ytd, and it was fun la! finally see my frens. hahas, reali miss them and i also miss the food in SIM. hahas. as uausl, go to sch at 6 today, soooo tired. but the day was okay coz 2 lectures were cancelled.
i am reali pissed off today, thought that i don't have to go to sch on thurs, but end up telling us that we are having our mic his week not next, i thought the first week is odd week and the even week is next week, and i actually had plan on that day and now cannot do my things. i hate LWC! u all should know la.
i plan so many things coz i wan to see u, and everytime i tell u that u don't have time for mi u will say i make u frustrated. u blame mi and scolded mi! u say that i am not understanding, but i do many things just because of u. but u will nv understand how i feel. never!

wat a boring live i am having..

I am reali ahving a boring live for the whole month, ever since holiday starts. from the start of the holiday i was like wandering around already, everyday i like go to pet shop, go out with yunqi, go out with eunice,go out with my darling. eh, after listing out the things actually ok la, nit reali nth to do, just that no aim for the whole holiday. then for the attachment, its like a 9-5 job everyday, doing the same thing everyday, wat i can do is use more of my eyes than my hand cannot blame the ppl la, how can they ask a 1st year student nurse to do procedure.

after observing the live in poly clinic, i think i will onli go there and work when i grow old, working there now will onli make u age faster. hahas, the pacing there is reali slow, i don't think i can fit the environment like that. super happi that tml is fri and its also the last day of attachment and i can go back to sch next week!! hahas, although it is also not fun, but at least better than the live in the clinic settings. i think hospital settings would be more fun. i reali look forward into the attachment in sept. i reali miss slping late and waking up late in the week days...

yawn***

after days in tampines poly clinic i got worn out by the boringness of just observating. and today was reali pure observation, at least ytd i still got to do some paper work and touch touch some things, althought there is still alot of observation but at least the things i see is more interesting, today? fro whole 4 hours i was like looking at the staff nurses doing injections for the babies, and there isn't even ani paper work for mi to do, or even throw rubbish because now and then the cleaner will come in and snatch the rubbish away from mi!! my goodness. althought it is boring, i did some notes to help in my project in the next 2 weeks. hahas, veri quai is it? should be thinking " this jasmine so lazy also will do notes ar?" EH, i pass my fon and aap hor! hahas, no la, its just too boring.

next week sch reopen!! don't know whether to be happi or sad, happi because i can see my frens and can stop the boringness in poly clinic, sad is that have to go back to sch already. time reali flies, another 5 more week will be my 1st sem exam, fast right? i think i have to start to study already, i don't wan to fail my mic again!

miss mak going to macau ar? veri interesting ar? hahas. but u promise to go out with mi one ley! when to make up? i like veri long nv see u already. pls make some time for mi . thx. hahas.
eunice i also have alot of things to tell u, but mean while don't be sad for not seeing mi! opps:X hahas.
march, can u tell mi wat have u been doing during CT that can make u score good results ? hahas, did u eat something special? hahas..nth to say already, until i compound more for my tour to tmpolyclinic than i blog. bb..

exciting,tired,exausted and sad...

Hey hey, long time nv blog since last week. Many things happened this week, i went for my attachment since mon and i reali learn alot of things, touch alot of things, hear alot of things, see alot of things and smell alot of things too. pls be prepared, because i know i am going to write alot.

on mon i went to st andrew com hospital, it is a step down hospital for patient, wat i meant by step down, it means that patient go there for rehabitiltation, go there to rest after operation, stay there when their caregiver is not able to takecare of them at home and this place is most probably fo elderly. And this is also the first time i reali use wat i learn there, i change diapers for patient, and u know wat? when we actually practice this in class everybody will laugh here and there, but when u reali do it, u will find urselve veri professional. i was reali both panic and happi when the nurse ask mi to clean the patient's private part as this is my first time doing it, but that staff nurse ask mi to be confident , and finally i did it! i reali get along with the nurse there, they teach us how to do everything that they are doing, except the paper work, its too confusing.

on the second day at st andrew, i met patients in the physio therapy. this particular patients is the most brave and encouraging patient i ever see. he had his both legs amputated due to diabetes, and also one of the eye is blind also due to diabetes. the first thing we went in the therapist as us to talk to him, and sadly there are onli two chinses among the group , and one of them is mi. so i sat beside him and started to talk to him, he told mi how he got into this state, and of couse most of the ppl have the same prob, they nv think of the consequence before doing things, he used to be a heavy smoker and drinker, and he also owned a company but 5 years back he contracted diabetes that slowly changed his live. he has a son whom is onli 12 yrs old. and his wife have to support him. i reali feel veri sad when talking to him, in ou conversation he taught mi wat live is.

on the third day i went to hpb(heath promotion board) which i don't wish to elaborate as there is nth to say.

And the forth day, which is today! i am super ultra angry and i think i will be going to complain this day care center after i leave. tell mi wat do u understand by attachment? to learn things that u can't learn in class because its all prac.but today i found out that i am wrong, my classmates and i are suppose to be maid over there. basically i can tell u that i did not learnt anithing there.the worst thing is that i pity the elderly over there, they are not even treated like a human being. i am going to take video of how the elderly is being treated and i will post it to the mediacorp. i want the family members to see how they are being treated! i reali can't wait to see that witch to grow old.i hope she will have her retribution.
by the way, miss mak, i am going to tampines polt clinic next week, want to go out on fri ? at around 4.30? ley mi know hor.. so long nv see u i miss u ley.. hahas.
oh ya, ytd i went to jumbo for dinner with my parent in laws. opps . actually not yet la. hahas. my ling treat his parents dinner, so quai ar. and he othered my favourite chilli crab! but so little i onli manage to eat 2 piece. i wan more!! love u ling so much so much!muacks! and miss eunice i think u forgot to put my big name on ur blog !!!!!! hahas.

great holidays...

colours gave birth ytd ! the pups are cute. this my first time helping dogs in the giving birth process without any body helping mi, that feeling is reali good, as though a reali baby falls on my hand. hahas. their little paws, face and nose reali make mi feel so excited.the funniest part is that i and yun qi sitting beside colourless, kept shouting" push colourless,push!" hahas. this is the first time making mi feel that i am a nurse. hahas. although this is onli a dog, but it is still a live, and the first thing they came out they also cry like wat babies do. this is reali veri experiencing. and my little colourless which is the mother of the pupd, gave birth to 3 pups , well done colourless.
today my ling ling and i went to ps, i reali don't know whether wan to buy the fabric paint and do my own shoes not, although my art reali not that good but i think i will be using the don't know wat thing la, u just paint on the thingy and the shape u wan will be painted on to the shoes. but that thing also not cheap and i also don't know whether i got time anot. forget it la!
tml will be bringing my doggies for a swim, but yun qi can't join mi :( nvm, i will take photo for u to see okay. hahas. next time we shall go together okay?

wee..........

hahas, ytd i went jb with my ling, eunice and her bf. it was reali a nice day but onli at around 2- 3 pm. because when we first reach there, there isn't ani body there , onli 4 of us shopping. but after that we went to other shopping center like city square, it is a bit like taka in singapore, but the things there are much much cheaper.. hahas. i did not reali bought many things, coz the things there don't "fit" the trend in singapore. hahas. opps! after our shopping we went to the seafood restuarant to eat than we came back.

than today, the same 4 of us went to sentosa, hahas, finding the carpark nearly killed us! after finding the spot we wanted we put down our things and we jumped into the water. i don't know how long i nv swim in the sea already. and wat amazing is that after a while we saw a puppy jumped into sea without its owner going down with him and then he can swim veri far just to fetch his toy! hahas! he is so cute, and i wan my mei mei to do that too! but can she? i think i will be meeting yunqi next week and bring er er and mei mei to swim. i thinkthey will like it alot man! hahas. hey guys enjoy ur holidays hor, coz its onli 2 WEEKS! and 1 WEEK had past!

sianz

holiday started last week ,finally got time to rest! hahas. this few days keep going to pet shop coz i got nth to do. and yunqi aso came to my house to stay over, and xue er also came to stay.
just now i was blowing hair for my dog and u know wat happened? smoke came out from the hair dryer! i reali freaked out. my poor dog, got to slp with wet fur. actually i am yunqi suppose to go to jordan's house to stay over night and play majong, but we did'nt go in the end because...... reali miss that time we went to his house and play. hahas.
i stayed here for so long, but i did'nt know that the pet shop behind my house provide swimming pool for dogs to swim, hahas, i wan to bring my dog there too! its soooo cute..

i reali hate ppl that say dogs are cute and than see the dogs running towards them, they hide behind the bf and say scare! so stupid right? if scare than don't go into the pet shop la! stupid!

i going to malaysia on wed! hahas.. i think i never go out of singapore for a veri long time le and u know wat? i made a new passport and it cost mi $70 and onli last for 5 years. now adaysi got nth to write, see wat i can blog tml ba. bye!

sorry for not updating!

hey hey! so sorry for not updating for so long. this week having my exam, the first two days i have reali the mood to study, BUT after that i slack already. hahas. FON and PAS was still okay but i think i am going to flunk my mic and aap.. haiz. aap was difficult today , so i think its gone.
soon after AAP, queen natalie accompany mi to take my past port and then we meet zara at bugis, and i bought a t shirt! hahas.

Anyway i am going to jb next week for one day, hahas. lol right. just go play play walk walk onli la. veri tired already, after few days of studying, shall end here. bye!

i love my hubby!

ytd went to bugis with my honey and he bought mi a bag! hahas. i actually past by weide's shop and then saw the converse bag, i love it lots but its expensive so i walk off to consider. and my sweet sweet honey told mi that he want to go to the toilet, so i say i wait for him at the seat there. after quite a while he came back with the bag. hahas. i was rather surprise because i know he won't do something like that. any way i love u ling.. heex.

back to today, everything was the same but i reali wish to comment on some ppl. today at 4, we went to CA briefing, and p17 is suppose to together with us. so we just took chairs and then sit down. but soon after the briefing finished, its like a typhoon p17 just left. and they did not even keep the chairs! they expect the marias which is us to keep for them? outrages! although they are like 17 or 18 but they are just like kids, don't know how to think. somethimes i feel that ppl will reali grow mature at a certain age, but ithink i am wrong.

next week we are having our test already, i think most of the sch have the test at the same time ya? wish all my frens all the best! work hard!

naggy!!

i did not go to sch today. as there is onli one lesson today, which is pas, an the lecturer is AH SAN(skinny). kind of boring , so did'nt intend to go. as for eunice, march and hidayah, they got their prac test today, thats why there is no nsl. soon after i got up, i went to doggypaw and meet yunqi, then get my o level cert.

i am reali confused, whether i should get the sponsorship anot. it may be a good thing as they give u money, but i can't fail within this 3 yrs. and if i reali fail, i may need to pay back the money that they gave mi. how?

i am having my test next week, but i have not prepare yet.. i think i have to burn midnight oil this weekend!

liking someone is not the matter of money. its not the matter of looks. its not the matter of money. its not the matter size. its not the matter of attitude. its the matter of heart and courage! onli if u love each other with heart then u we call it love. onli u have the courage to tell him/her I LOVE U then u will see the future. although sometimes u do quarrel with him, but u still think that he is worth for u. although sometimes he did not meet ur expectation but u would still know at least he did his best. although sometimes he hurts ur heart but he did'nt meant it. do u ever thought of how he felt? did u ever stand in his shoes? i doupt so because i did not stand in my hubby shoes before too. i wan to tell ppl in love or still single to treasure ur love one if u have or treasure the TIME if u dont have one. u are not always going to remain as 18and don't regret if the one u like, likes another peoson! and also i am sorry ling ling. but i can't promise u that i will not throw my tantrum at u again. but i will promise u that will always love okay! muacks.

prac test today.

hello.today is a day filled with nervousness and excitment.hahas. i took my nsl prac test today, and u know wat? before i went in i pray that my invigilator is not the western teacher, and donno whether today is my day not, got so many teacher around but my invigilator is reali him. omg! nvm , i thought that it would be the same so i just went in for my test. BUT the thing is, i can't understand wat he is saying. so the questions he ask mi i just anyhow ans. hahas. than he like so angry of my ans. my question was to assist patient with weak limbs to the chair and let him sit there for half and hour. and sfter that wash hands. the whole process was okay, but i forgot one of the steps for handwashing but he still can say "ur handwashing was okay" so i end up getting a B. lucky i did not fail.hahas. any way all the best to eunice, march, hidayah, zara and fiona for tml and wed. hahas. but hor, i going to be alone already lo.. u all always like that one, i think u all have to change ur register number la. hahas.
i am also planning to go malaysia during my holidays. but just a short trip, i think will be onli one day. tried* going to slp. bye..

wat?

yoyo.. i went out with my darling today. and guess where we went? its sakae terpanyaki! its veri nice but i still think that its abit ex. Anyway,got to tell u yunqi, sorry for wat i had done, i did'nt meant it. But u need to know this, i reali wish to know the things the things that u wan to tell mi , but the thing is when i ask u, u say half way and u will say" haya, don't say already la, i pai sey" . i felt pissed that time when u do this. i will definately listen if u wan to tell mi. and another is that rem the first time u tell mi u are attached? i reali believed that, than end up wat? u said ur bf is --. i was like"duh", than of course the following time i won't believe u wat. i reali did'nt mean not to listen to u ytd, as in, if u reali reali wan to tell mi something than just say, u don't have to be shy with mi wat. aniway wat ever in u i also see already wat. opps!hahas. this is wat i feel, and i know we did not go out for a long time, but i reali can't do anithing, because my schdule and urs is totally diff. but like wat i promise u, i will go out with u next next week okay? just don't keep thinking that we had drifted away. i know its true but i will try to maintain as how we were use to be okay.
hey eunice that ppl haven send that thingy ley, i think because weekend la, than she having off. hahas. tell u asap.

prepare to laugh!

hey, today was a fun day!hahas. and i know u going to say that the photos above resembles ya? hahas. i knew it. but don't misunderstand both of them okay, because one of them is the real one which is the first one. and the second one is........ zara ! sexy ya!sorry ar my skills for taking photo is still room for improvement la, hahas. i think eunice should laughing damn loud lo. march u ley? like it? pls dont be angry zara! its just joke. aniway i am having my nsl prac on mon! i can onli see nervousness and no confidence in mi! pls wish mi luck! so sorry yunqi, can't make it today with u, but will definately go out with u after urs and my trem exam okay! hahas.. enjoy guys!

photos!

some photos for u all:

today we pon class again!pon the stupid mic.hahas.. that is reali not understandable and boring , so we intend to do that. after that we went to eunice house to watch movie, the first movie was reali naggy and we almost fell asleep. hahas. so we watch another movie, which is i don't know the name, but i know is something got to do with cheer leaders. and that makes mi awake! aniway my dar dar called mi for many many times when i was watching movie, and he was so furious. sorri ling ling. aniway u can see this photo in eunice livejournal, because u she copyright!hahas..

no lo

hey mak mak, i love u alot alot alot okay.. but not more than my darling. hahas. miss being with u, so how u wan to go out with mi on fri ont? i already planned to go out with u ley. to update u all, i went for my in hep b today! is damn pain!i shouted so loud until the doc say"i am sorry". hahas, than i laugh out. after that he wanted to put on a plaster for mi but the plaster sticked on his gloves. hahas. he take so long to take another plaster, so i ended up saying"it okay, i think i don't need it." hahas, my next jap will be one month after today, so fast. today was alright, had a good slp yesterday. today no photos to show u all, i can't possible the photo when i am taking the jap right. hahas.. okay la... end here.. nitex..

tiring day

show u all some photo: top: march and mi
top:eunice and mi
top:hidayah and mi
top: this is my honey

today was a long day,and my group skipped PAS.opps! hahas. i know that was bad, but i reali cannot control. during the journey on bus i thought of taking the hep at any clinic but u know how much it cost? is ONE jap for $40! so i think i can onli take the injection tml after lesson.

hihi..

hello.. this is my new blog again,i think this is my 3rd blogsite. i forgot my password and i can'tget into my previous blog. so sorry, so i have to create another one.
i hate tue! i have to wake up at 6 in the morning. is there any diff between sec live and poly live?
i kept discussing with eunice abt when is she getting marry, and veri surprisingly that she say that she is getting marry at around 23. hahas. same as mi. i shall end here in my 1st blog coz my 9pm is starting now. hahas.